open to harm
Harsh and dangerously honest album (or EP cause of only 5 tracks). After half a year of silence that followed moving to Berlin that was definitely huge update in sound and lyrical content. Songs backbones shifted from melodic and atmospheric to raw almost DnB wall of synth basses with tons of glitches and mad vocals ranging from desperate whining to crazy screams. Lyrically "open to harm" mostly stares at past trying to make sense of expired feelings to understand how to move forward in the new context of life
Tracklist
- handled with care2:53
Lyrics
I didn't lie I can't be responsible For your goddamn Ignorance You F That was i Young naive and Pretty immature That was you Powerful Without a clue Tired of this weight Coda feels closer Sense of danger made Take unpaid favour That was love Self rejecting Quickly recognisable Mine gift to you Destroying what Supposed to be Handled with care Took me long enough To safely admit What was just a laugh Is self-inflicted hit Circling back and forth Spiralling within Saying under oath That was first grand sin Nowadays Still so painful Even to recall Lost in space Breaking only Star where i belong
- euphoria2:55
Lyrics
Fear euphoria Fear euphoria Noise in polished sound Stone on flat ground Fear euphoria Good point to start Worrying When everything feels Suddenly Perfectly Fine and sound Signals underground Edges going soft Open to harm True enough to trust Wrong enough to drown Rather wrestle shame Confronting all alone Sorrow Coming Closer Welcome Fear euphoria Feel it anyway Fear euphoria It knows your name Fine and sound Signals underground Edges going soft Open to harm
- sad that2:35
Lyrics
(you) Closest i got to love (you) Closest i got to self (you) Biggest i hurt myself (you) Worst i have ever felt (is that) Closest i got to you (is here) Furthest i can run Best we could ever have (is what we had) Worst we could ever face (is us) Sad that Maybe I Needed to dive In this hell Quick fulfilment Better Than slow Mediocrity well To be fair Its bitter Sad that Two faces Meant to coexist They have to make Friends With each other At least Cause we were lovers (we were lovers) (we were lovers) (we were lovers)
- anticipated3:00
Lyrics
It starts as Just a silly thing Like a toy Meant to bring Fun and then It became required To support What's already died (what's already) Feel what i'm Not up to feel Saying what Was never meant Can't mute my voice Can't It keeps asking why Keeps wondering why I did it for you Anticipated you I did it for me To feel like i'm free I wanted to believe There's lots to perceive
- further away2:53
Lyrics
In such heavy overheat Brains are being merged into An idea to commit To escape that round loop We're joining that rush Solid human-stuffed snake Well placed stinging lash Taking us away Unhealthy amount of hate Just in time when nowhere to run Its all over in demand Type of such relax made-up Barely applied cover Once more making us get up Emptier Quieter Further away That more like it Lets free ourselves Get what belongs Only to us Emptier Quieter Further away Just like back then When i was free Lets free ourselves Get what belongs Only to us